At 27, I dreamed small. Not that I aspired to be official, but I was dreaming small. Small is beautiful.
Petit as a toilet brush. Beautiful as the stainless steel . Dream because qu'inabordable.
I dreamed of a beautiful kit utensils shit to shine. More "woman" than my 17 years. A kit for symbolic mark my passage into adulthood, but mostly to get rid of it, tender green, which fits with my first shower curtain Mickey Mouse itself to match the drawers of my first boyfriend.
When I dare say my dream to be loved, we were in a charming gift shop. My man was in line to pay I do not know what, when I asked him - on the tone of the child wife - "Honey, buy me this beautiful toilet brush for my birthday! If-te-plaîîîîîîîît! "
Shame. What man would provide a toilet brush to his wife for her birthday?
Ten years later, I still dream small.
For my birthday, I asked me the privilege of a quiet bath, away from my little animals and their poop random.
comfortable diving in warm water, his nose stuck to the toilet, I admire my satisfaction with golden brush - small luxury from me to me .. "Because I was worth much!
It may not be redone my bathroom "Authentic years 70 ", but I'm satisfied. I got my dream. I move forward in life.
While I dip in boiling water, I want to "heal" my being a mother, reading "Little Philosophy for the bathroom." I meditate on the existentialism of Kierkegaard, as I know from the fragrance of hot caramelized biscuit and a cake of soap as inaccessible as my toilet brush. My bath
me that Kierkegaard's philosophy is based on three different stages of personal development.
"The aesthetic stage is centered around the desire for hedonistic pleasures and instant gratification. During this stage, it lives only for the moment and thereby limit your vision and the meaning of your existence. "
J'hume my soap exfoliating oatmeal and molasses. Just yesterday, I washed with Ivory or Jergens. My only satisfaction was to be clean in the moment. No concern for the meaning of my action, nor its impact on the environment. I lived small. Very early stage of personal development.
" The ethical stage is the stage where you agree to follow the universal principles and moral standards to guide your behavior. Your life becomes more perspective and then becomes more significant. "
now I wash with soap true: oil, sunflower oil, nuts, crushed oats, molasses and fresh organic orange juice. Ethical, fair, biodegradable. A soap which gives more perspective to my life, which makes it significant. I walk: I wash with organic orange juice. Second stage of my personal development. I'm 37 years old.
"The religious stage is the final stage of fulfillment. You give up your ethical principles to devote yourself completely to God. "
devote myself entirely to the manufacture of soap? Flourish, to share my creations and help others to pass the following stages? Let's keep it for retirement.
I empty the tub. Consider the ring of oats, molasses and orange juice - only witnesses to my personal development.
The first stage was convenient. Tomorrow, I lather with Jergens .
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